…Why have you tossed me aside? Why must I wander around in darkness…
A couple of weeks ago, the windshield washer on my car stop working. Not a big deal but an inconvenience. With the unpredictable weather in Kansas, it could get annoying. I came out with an idea to use a water bottle and poke holes on the cap and use that. I hate driving with a dusty windshield. The winds could […]
Day and night, I have only tears for food.. O God my rock, I cry, why have you forsaken me? Why must I wander in darkness…
For troubles surround me – too many to count! They pile up so high I can’t see my way out. They are more numerous than the hairs on my head. I have lost all my courage.
I am bent over and racked with pain. My days are filled with grief. A raging fever burns within me, and my health is broken. I am exhausted and completely crushed. My groans come from an anguished heart.
For reference, read the book of Hebrews 11. Life is full of choices. With choices comes consequences, both good and bad. When we make life altering decisions two factors would be dominant to influence the choice we make. By faith or out of fear. I know the argument that God influences people by fear. If He is such a loving […]
I remember around this time last year when I called my cousin. There I was on the phone talking to him, broken, how I saw in front of me the devastation I felt that there’s no more hope in saving my marriage and my family. To make it worse the betrayal I felt. The fear that engulf me once I […]
My problems go from bad to worse. Oh, save me from them all.
My God, my God! Why have you forsaken me? Why do you remain so distant? Why do you ignore my cries for help? Every day I call to you, my God, but you do not answer. Every night you hear my voice, but I find no relief. But I am a worm and not a man I am scorned and despised by all! Everyone who sees me mocks me. They sneer and shake their heads… Do not stay so far from me, for trouble is near, and no one else can help me. My life is poured out like water, and all my bones are out of joint. My heart is like wax, melting within me. My strength has dried up like sunbaked clay. My tongue sticks to the roof of my mouth. You have laid me in the dust and left me for dead. I can count every bone in my body. My enemies stare at me and gloat. O Lord, do not stay away…
In earlier days he permitted all the nations to go their own ways, but he never left himself without a witness. There were always his reminders, such as sending you rain and good crops and giving you food and joyful hearts. Acts 14:16-17 We tell ourselves that God doesn’t exist (for the unbeliever). We contain God only in churches and […]