Rolled, rolled Face buried on the pillow Rolled, rolled Stared at the ceiling ‘Couldn’t help thinking Wondered If she also Thought about you Waited and waited Peeked Through the blanket That covered Your whole head Hoping For that blinking Green light That you always hold on your hand Nonetheless She doesn’t feel the same Like you do.
Initially I held back Accumulate All the feelings Inside And sacrifice A life of regret? Took the risk I let it out Now all we have Is a great divide I don’t know Which is worse Keeping it in? And die inside Or I telling you And you’re only reply, Silence The most powerful message In life
I let go Of love and hate I let go Of pain and pleasure I let go Of desire and lust I let go Of craving and hunger I let go Of feeling and doting Blank A clean slate I have absolute control
You said You don’t love me If you don’t love me Then stop hating me By hating me That proves That you can’t let go of me Somehow I love it Because you have become My prisoner The cold bars, the musky walls, the piercing darkness I am grateful that It’s all build up by you You want to break free? You can’t Because you couldn’t see The prison Solely Built by you
I was lying in bed one nightIn the plains of KansasWhen I heard a voiceCame out of nowhere Like a shooting starIn the vast of empty skiesThe freezing cold rainAnd the dreaded wintry mix Could not hideIt’s lightShining so brightThat whoever stares at itWould loss ones sight I heard her voiceCalled my nameLike she’d known meFrom all the agesThat has been forgottenWhen the ancients passed. To my surprisedShe opened up and gave her trustTo a stranger like meWhom she barely knew In return I opened my heartI let the doors wide openSo she could come and goWhenever she wants Little did I knowThe moment she gained my trustThat she would steal my heartAnd I don’t thinkShe’ll return it back Stolen heart, stolen heartHow will I everGet you back She has goneTo the deepsWhere thatFabled AtlantisUsed to reside.
Winter Everything withers Like the heart That falters Numb and frozen Even you give Flowers in the dozen Cold and unbridled But in the right hands It’ll unravel I’ll sit here And wait for spring To thaw the heart that’s Been frozen
If you could just take your time Take a break from all the grindstone of life Inundated by the fracas of unending Schedules, appointments, family gatherings Mobile phones, social medias, entertainment Never ending lists of books to read Conference, seminars, showroom expos Internet, partying, video games, movie marathons Endless chats on messenger Must comment on this and that on your media feeds How many likes, how many thumbs down The cry, the laughter, the anger of emojis Tweet, tweet you have to get that out You have ten thousand followers And they must be satisfied Because it is the drug that gets you high I heard you say, “I don’t feel God, I don’t see Him, His presence is nowhere to be found.” You are… Lost in the lights of the cities A light blinding, shimmering, captivating Must have this, must have that Must keep up with what the masses got I am within you I am around you I painted the sky blue Throw some white puffs in You could make something out of it If you could just use your imagination Like the child you were Innocent and playful Sans souci, that’s what you used to be You can’t see it, you refuse to You’d rather be in the comfort of your abode White ceilings, dotted with led’s and high beam lights As you lay down on your couch You’re eyes gazing aimlessly At that overhead interior surface […]
Thursday night, I was busy at work inspecting the electrical components of a printed circuit board. My mind start to wander away like an astro explorer-continous, unfathomable, immeasurable- lights on, lights off. Journeying to a vast space of unprecedented places, it could be downright scary but beautiful. Then my mind stopped, I find myself alone, wondering, “If I’ll ever find the right one at the right time.” A soft calm voice utters, “Am I not enough?” Why desire calm and peace Why desire comfort and happiness Why are you longing for companionship A sweet embrace Seraphic, two opposite hands clasp together Seraphic, fingers braided A walk in the moonlight A walk by the sea Dinner for two A movie for both of you The fire flickers in your presence Two souls on a couch One of them is awake The other torpid Lost in the wide openness of your arms Your breath arriving on the top of her head You close your eyes In an instant, you were taken afar Breathe out, breathe in Lyly of the Valley Breathe out, breathe in Jasmine Breathe out, breathe in Gardenia Breathe out, breathe in Chocolate cosmos Breathe out breathe in Plumeria Take my heed Don’t be lost in the garden Of the lineage of Eve Stop breathing the fragrance of Affliction, agony Torment and misery Remember your travails Remember your woes The excruciating torment That jade your soul So God ask me […]
Eldy, Eldy, Eldy A screaming voice yelled On top of my head A breakfast in the morning Wondering what you’re dreaming? I just woke up here you’re still sleeping Blueberry muffin is what I’m eating While I’m drinking a coffee Filled with caffeine I know I’m awake But I see you sitting Across me, Smiling, eyes twinkling Suddenly You start […]
When you drop me off At our house I was filled with glee To finally be home Deep inside me I wanted to stay Beside you I wanted to tell you And as I ran across the road And said thank you, waving my hand goodbye I could see you against my back From the corner of my eyes There you are Your chin resting on your arms Sitting against the window of your car Staring at me with those sad misty eyes Begging to tell you, but I choose not to. Words unsaid, words unsaid It’s one of my deepest regrets in my entire life.