Insomniac

Rolled, rolled Face buried on the pillow Rolled, rolled Stared at the ceiling ‘Couldn’t help thinking Wondered If she also Thought about you Waited and waited Peeked Through the blanket That covered Your whole head Hoping For that blinking Green light That you always hold on your hand Nonetheless She doesn’t feel the same Like you do.

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Chasm

Initially I held back Accumulate All the feelings Inside And sacrifice A life of regret? Took the risk I let it out Now all we have Is a great divide I don’t know Which is worse Keeping it in? And die inside Or I telling you And you’re only reply, Silence The most powerful message In life  

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Why Bother?

That is the question that always beg.  Much of life isn’t just the lack of hard work and perseverance.  It’s more of someone who cares about you, the things that you do.  No matter the amount of output and effort you put out, why bother if no one cares?  What’s the whole point?  It’s like punching against the wind, it’s trifling. Subsequently, I realized that when I was married I stop fighting for it not just because of the lack of love and devotion but rather no one cares.  If there’s no one that cares, then what is the purpose?  Then I look back how this kind of attitude have been prevalent from  different areas of my life. I could clamor for this and that, but until I don’t change that particular behavior those things that I dream of will never come to fruition .  They are many times I wanted to give up blogging or writing.  Writing could be lonely at times.  However, I have to remind myself why I do such things, I have to remind myself that my story matters, so is yours. I have to remind myself the encouragement and hope I have given to my readers, how their lives were changed. Whatever you do in life matters, even if you look at it as mundane.  It’s just you couldn’t see the bigger picture.  You and I are part of a scene where it’s relevant for […]

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My Angst is Answered by God

You’re probably wondering why I’ve been posting a lot of profanities lately. You’re probably asking what’s going on.  Am I backsliding?  Losing faith? I am not here to make excuses nor issue an apology.  I am guilty for posting such things.  I’d like you to know that anything I’ve written in this blog that it’s connected to me, I experienced […]

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