Rolled, rolled Face buried on the pillow Rolled, rolled Stared at the ceiling ‘Couldn’t help thinking Wondered If she also Thought about you Waited and waited Peeked Through the blanket That covered Your whole head Hoping For that blinking Green light That you always hold on your hand Nonetheless She doesn’t feel the same Like you do.
“Why don’t you want to make love with me?” Of course I do, It’s just that… “Don’t you love me?”
“Tell me, do you like her?” No, I do not. I love her.
Initially I held back Accumulate All the feelings Inside And sacrifice A life of regret? Took the risk I let it out Now all we have Is a great divide I don’t know Which is worse Keeping it in? And die inside Or I telling you And you’re only reply, Silence The most powerful message In life
I thought Everything Was going Well I never perceived That it was About to turn Hell.
You’re probably wondering why I’ve been posting a lot of profanities lately. You’re probably asking what’s going on. Am I backsliding? Losing faith? I am not here to make excuses nor issue an apology. I am guilty for posting such things. I’d like you to know that anything I’ve written in this blog that it’s connected to me, I experienced […]
Fuck you Piece of shit Useless No gooder Coward Faggot Motherfucker Irresponsible Burn in hell Hypocrite Son of a bitch No balls Her mouth spews Pained the heart Tainted the soul Mere words now By them I became indestructible
I don’t want Anyone else All I want Is you
I let go Of love and hate I let go Of pain and pleasure I let go Of desire and lust I let go Of craving and hunger I let go Of feeling and doting Blank A clean slate I have absolute control
You said You don’t love me If you don’t love me Then stop hating me By hating me That proves That you can’t let go of me Somehow I love it Because you have become My prisoner The cold bars, the musky walls, the piercing darkness I am grateful that It’s all build up by you You want to break free? You can’t Because you couldn’t see The prison Solely Built by you