I was doing house cleaning today, and I noticed that the vacuum wasn’t working properly. It’s barely doing its job. I went ahead and just keep ignoring it even though it’s not picking up everything, it was spitting some of it out. The longer I keep ignoring it, the longer it’s not accomplishing anything. I just kept going round and […]
This past weekend we had a blast kayaking at my local lake with my daughter. For the entirety of it, that’s all we did. I never kayak before and I met some few people asking with amazement and curiosity about my kayak since it’s inflatable. Now, if I could just find the people that says Kansas is boring. And I’ll […]
I came home late one night, and found a piece of paper wedged on my door. To my dismay, it’s a late fee for a pet fee, costing me exactly sixty five dollars, instead of the usual fifteen dollars. Here in the Unites States, renters pay for their pets too. I know a lot of other places in the world doesn’t do such a thing. The next morning I went to the property manager’s office, just to find out she wasn’t there, so much for waking up early. I decided to just go back later on and did some errands. I finally caught up with her and paid the late fee. Usually when we talked, it’s very brief. Just the usual “hi, hello, how are you, bye, thank you.” It’s been almost two years since I got divorced. I looked horrid before, during and the aftermath of that ordeal. I never thought I could regain my composure, nor take back the essence of my life that was taken by years of betrayal and gaslighting. Nevertheless, by the grace of God, I did and I’ve never been happier. A large amount of my family, friends, acquaintance and associates noticed all the transformation that was the result of what I went through. “Oh, you look lively. You’re blooming. You look happy. You gained weight (I was scrawny).” There I was sitting across the desk from the property manager’s office, check on the […]
You came out At me Like a blitzkrieg All guns blazing While the f bombs are dropping Without even asking? Muddled the truth “He said, I said, she said” You are, Unbecoming.
Make or break Life or death Build or dismantle Trust or doubt Love or hate Calm or fear Faith or shame Accept or reject Praise or condemn Appreciate or detest Desire or loathe. Every word That will come out Of your mouth
I’m sorry… But we are over.
Rolled, rolled Face buried on the pillow Rolled, rolled Stared at the ceiling ‘Couldn’t help thinking Wondered If she also Thought about you Waited and waited Peeked Through the blanket That covered Your whole head Hoping For that blinking Green light That you always hold on your hand Nonetheless She doesn’t feel the same Like you do.
“Why don’t you want to make love with me?” Of course I do, It’s just that… “Don’t you love me?”
“Tell me, do you like her?” No, I do not. I love her.
Initially I held back Accumulate All the feelings Inside And sacrifice A life of regret? Took the risk I let it out Now all we have Is a great divide I don’t know Which is worse Keeping it in? And die inside Or I telling you And you’re only reply, Silence The most powerful message In life